I suffered from anorexia and making myself throw up many years ago when my parents divorced. I felt in control when I did this to myself. I did have counselling but it didnt work well....

I really do this advice on this topic. I made myself throw up today and I don't want to go back to that terrible time of my life

I think you should talk with somebody your trust, weather it's friends and family. If that doesn't help then I guess professional help...

:) Hi *hug*

Hun nobody cares if you are fat and im certain you arnt, and for the people that DO think you are fat (even yourself) what the hell do you wanna be impressing someone so ignorant like that for?

Be yourself, try to enjoy life, eat healthy, break fast lunch and dinner, and snacks in between, dont skip meals. And by the way puking makes your mouth iky :[

ENJOY YOURSELF

(sorry Its not professional, I dont believe in the "when you were a child" therapy shit. )