Without ever having a boyfriend/holding hands/kissing, etc. I am 100% positive this will happen.
To make a long story short, no one wants to date me, because I am not what the people at my school are looking for.
I would say I'm pretty decent looking, but most people at my school are into the blonde look. And I am not a blonde.
I am not fake enough, but I'm not "deep" enough to be an ideal girlfriend.
My friend has had six boyfriends since we began highschool, but she goes out of town a lot for sports, so she has only had long distance relationships.
But I do get jealous. I want to know what it's like, dammit! But I've come to the realization that it will never happen until I graduate. Maybe it will happen after I graduate, but that sucks. Because that's the great thing about having relationships in highschool. You figure out what works and what doesn't, and then you go on to have successful, long term relationships in real life. You might even get married.
But I won't know anything about that.
This makes me sad a lot, but there isn't anything I can do about it.
I'm kind of like the girl people want to date, but she isn't what the imagined themselves dating, so they just go on. That happened to me a while ago, with this guy who I swear liked me. But he too didn't like me enough to step outside of our schools' beliefs.
This is jsut sad.
(deep in the sense of the kids who fancy themselves "rebels" and won't even throw you a passing glance if you don't wear six inch black boots with chains.) 
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I didnt have my first kiss till i was 17. and it was a crappy experience. Wait for the right guy. I like being a virgin at different things :)
