anyway, There's this guy i kinda like, and he is half african-american, he doesnt look it though, he even has blue eyes, and is lighter complected.
anyway, i told my mom that one of my friends (who is white) likes him, and she freaked out. I asked her why it was such a big deal and she said "Niggers and whites don't belong together, leave him alone. You dont like him do you?" I told her No, but i didnt understnad why it was such a big deal, no one can help the way theyre born.  she repeated "Niggers and whites dont belong together" and i said "Yeah cause the color of your skin is all that matters in life, right?" and i walked away crying. She prbly now knows that i like him, but idk. She went outside, and hasnt came back in, and wont talk to me.

What am i supposed to do? What if i really fall for him? I cant be like "Oh btw my mom is racist, so is the rest of my family, so you cant meet them." He would prbly hate me. It's so unfair.

Because that's the truth right? You're not your mom, nor your family.

Your mom is going to have to deal with it. She can't rip you two apart or prevent you from seeing each other if you really want to.

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There is beauty inside a woman who believes in herself;
who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to.
who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on.

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kiss my starfish..my chocolate starfish!