Around an hour later start getting very tired yet I can still keep myself occupied enough to stay awake.  
Music on this is pretty awesome.  You hear things in songs you have never previously heard.  It actually seems as if you're more mentally "in tune" with the song.

There are slight visuals I had, like blots of colour and weird shadows but overall they weren't really scary and I could tell that they were illusions.

Next, if you try to have a conversation on this, you will fail badly.  Your memory totally goes awry and every other second you will forget what you're talking about, and then have to put in effort to retrieve that thought.  You actually feel quite dumbfounded when it happens.  

Definitely a mindfuck if u ask me

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give me a paper & pen
so i can write about my life of sin

Not my drug of choice, but hey, almost anything is worth trying once.

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Wir müssen das Bestehen unserer Leute
und eine Zukunft für weiße Kinder sichern.

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that shit does nothing but irritate my RLS

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Heh, I forgot all about that side-effect.  That's another reason why I can't sleep while on diphenhydramine - my brain feels like sleeping but my legs feel like moving.

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Wir müssen das Bestehen unserer Leute
und eine Zukunft für weiße Kinder sichern.

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Quote: from Pixel Dust at 7:04 pm on Jan. 4, 2009

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that shit does nothing but irritate my RLS  

 

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Heh, I forgot all about that side-effect. That's another reason why I can't sleep while on diphenhydramine - my brain feels like sleeping but my legs feel like moving.

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it's bad enough without medication, but otc sleeping pills, and my trazodone both bother it so fucking badly

i want to be put back on my ambien or lunesta but my doctor won't listen

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it's bad enough without medication, but otc sleeping pills, and my trazodone both bother it so fucking badly

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It pisses me off when doctors prescribe trazadone off-label as a sleeping medication.  Its sedative properties are very weak and it does not help me sleep.  It's an antidepressant, not a sleeping pill.  Xanax or Halcion are much better at preventing RLS.  Then there's also Mirapex, but it has so many weird side-effects that I wouldn't dare touch it.

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i want to be put back on my ambien or lunesta but my doctor won't listen

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They never do...
You have to be extra-manipulative to get the medicine you need; doctors don't like to prescribe good drugs because of the fear of being sued and their false pretense of "worrying about you getting addicted."  Most that I've met don't care at all.

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Wir müssen das Bestehen unserer Leute
und eine Zukunft für weiße Kinder sichern.