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so you just wan to be alone?

understandable

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but if you want to disappear to "her" whoever she is, then you can cant you?

just dont talk to her anymore?

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you do realize offing yourself this young is the worst possible thing you could do right?

but if you want to disappear to "her" whoever she is, then you can cant you?

just dont talk to her anymore?

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Offing myself now, my only regret would be that I hadn't before I met her.

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I'm not wasted potential, you're just not worth my time.
The impossibility of perfection will tear me apart.
There's only so much you can do.
The Broken.

so she broke you heart that bad?

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this ounds like break up depression to be honest

so she broke you heart that bad?

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well whatever she saw in you, reason would lead me to believe that ohters see those qualities in you. To kill yoursel fnow would probably deprive a future person from meeting you and enjoying these great qualities.

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Quote: from Springs at 6:30 pm on Jan. 8, 2009

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well whatever she saw in you, reason would lead me to believe that ohters see those qualities in you. To kill yoursel fnow would probably deprive a future person from meeting you and enjoying these great qualities.

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I don't want another person, I just want to be done with everything. I just want to die. I have no will to live anymore, I have no want to try again, I don't want to find something to live for. I just want to die.

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Quote: from TheLastMagister at 4:40 pm on Jan. 8, 2009

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Quote: from Springs at 6:30 pm on Jan. 8, 2009

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well whatever she saw in you, reason would lead me to believe that ohters see those qualities in you. To kill yoursel fnow would probably deprive a future person from meeting you and enjoying these great qualities.

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 I don't want another person, I just want to be done with everything. I just want to die. I have no will to live anymore, I have no want to try again, I don't want to find something to live for. I just want to die.

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You dont have to have another person. you're too young to or too blinded to realize taht here will be other people you'll feel the same way about. all this talk of wantign to die is a bit immature, seriously. Deathis it, the end, you wont have anything to do, you're talking like you have nothing to truly live for. Have you even graduated yet? have a chance to be on your own? be free from ALL expectations? be your own man?

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look dude please dont die. people DO care about you you know your ARE important. tell urself that each day. write it on the walls if you have to. (love ur pic btw ^_^) oh yeah when i get depressed like that i get a new hobby and meet new ppl (yeah ive got a lot of hobbies now no time to be depressed hhehehe)

but ot me it just sounds like you're depressed about a bigtime break up

you're gonna gonna hopefully get over it once you  stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize the truth and that you're not worthless, you only suck if you think you suck. Your problem has always been you let others get to you. you have soft skin. need to get some thick skin, or, in other words, grow some balls

seriously.........you let shit get to you way too much to have this turning you suicidal

and dont think i'm sayign this with malicious intent. You're a smart kid, you show flashes of brilliance, but you hamper yourself ahnd muddy it when you decide to play with peons at their own level and let them drag you down. You could be great once you learn to not let people get to you,

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It didn't turn me suicidal, that's what you don't understand. I was suicidal before her, and after I am the way I was before, I just want to leave. That's all I want. I don't want to be around anymore.

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thats what it seems like

you had a moment, but now you're back to thinking you're worthless cause soemoen showed interest in you, then lost it. so now tha they gave up on you you regress back into the kid who doesnt believe in himself?

I find that to be a lie

you obviously find pride in how smart you are...this is really seeming like a phase to me

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Quote: from TheLastMagister at 5:01 pm on Jan. 8, 2009

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It didn't turn me suicidal, that's what you don't understand. I was suicidal before her, and after I am the way I was before, I just want to leave. That's all I want. I don't want to be around anymore.

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so you're regressing instead of growing up?

thats what it seems like

you had a moment, but now you're back to thinking you're worthless cause soemoen showed interest in you, then lost it. so now tha they gave up on you you regress back into the kid who doesnt believe in himself?

I find that to be a lie

you obviously find pride in how smart you are...this is really seeming like a phase to me

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