Everything suddenly just swarmed over me in a big rush of depression-it obviously had something to me watching "Living with size 0" before and it spoke about eating disorders and skewed minds to models weights and stuff, at the same time my dad commented and used it as a time to joke about my size.
I'm panicing about my geog exam on monday because i'm scared i'm going to forget it all. I hardly have anytime to do revision now because I have a flip file and 2essays due for monday and i only have saturday morning and sunday morning to do all of my work and I have to work sunday evening which I'm not used to.
I need to break up with my boyfriend but I'm being emotionally blackmailed by everyone around me-calling me selfish for wanting to dump him, because he hasnt done anything wrong. So I'm feelings guilty about that.
I just feel utterly shit at the moment and its horrible because I have that heavy lump in my stomach and throat telling me I'm about to burst out crying. Sorry for rambling on just I needed to vent. 
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