It's all about perspective and taking control of your life. The marijuana, I see no quarrel with. I smoke because it both inspires and relaxes me. I re-read what you just wrote, and the tension, the anger and frustration you have.. that is the driving force you need to put towards your other goals in life. All this self pity will get you no where but deeper into a hole in your own mind.. Life is basically this: Your Experiences and What you learn from them. What you first have to understand is that everyone in this world, when looking at the fine print.. are ordinary human beings.. not unlike how you percieve any group of animals. Anyone one girl who you would at and be turned off by, and the woman you judge to be the most beautiful person in the world.. have the same needs, emotionally and physically.. and like basic conversation, hanging out, eating, sleeping..ect.. just like everyone else.. I mean, there are different personallity types.. but what I'm saying if you understand this.. present yourself with genuine comfortability with who you are.. you cant go wrong.. people call this "confidence".. Just a fancy label for likeing and accepting yourself for who you are.. enjoying being you.. I kind of got a little carried away.. But rest assured.. You'll be alright.. Plenty have been there.. When your past this, you'll see how unimportant it really seems..
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"Too Wierd to Live, Too Rare to Die" - Hunter S. Thompson
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