i used to reallyreally dig, like, super hardcore. she was wickedly fun to hang with, and super turbo pretty. just realllyyrealllyyy down to earth. a keeper. we used to talk on this website... anddd, i was thinking about her today, and i went back to check... just to browse around... and i found this
I have this friend (and I do hope he reads this) that I had a bit of a feud with a while back. We used to spend just about every day discussing anything and everything that came to our heads. Then all of a sudden BAM it was no more. Unfortunate, I know. I've come to realize how very much I miss this person. This is the only way I know how to get through to him.
Come back (me) =[
I may not be able to dedicate my every day to you like I was once able too but I really do miss your company. You were my best-friend and thats not somthing Im willing to lose. <3
(her)
but uhhh, when i was back in town visiting old friends, she was there too, and... we were hitting it off pretty awesome par usual, but she totally had this boyfriend. and people bailed, and my friend who's house it was, was too fucking trashed to continue, so he went to bed. sooo... we went to bed too, all on this massive bed. FOUR PEOPLE. so i was lying next to her, and she had her back to me, but then she switched sides and it was all, "HEY THERE." it was all right face to face and shit... but then her boyfriend called, and they talked for a bit, and she left. i got a kickass hug though when leaving, but i couldn't help but feel the whole thing was super akward.
like, a year later i went back to visit again, and, i saw her... in wal-mart passing by. and at first i didn't know it was her, and i was all, 'wowwww, that girl is so fucking pretty' and she looked at me when walking by... and then i was all, 'oh, shit, it's her!' and turned around when she was walking away and she was staring right back... so i just went along on my awkward wayyy.
... but now she rarely talks to me. i messaged her on FB today and was all, "WHY U PLAYERH8TIN" and then awhile later i saw she was on, so I did like the lame chat thing and was all, "TALK TO MEEE" and she was all, "I'm replyingg to your message." and I was all, "I gotta goto work! Have a wonderful day!" and uhhh, she totally didn't say goodbye, or message me back. think i'm reading into this way too much? think i should even bother? she has another boyfriend, but, i think times are shitty.
she's pretty much the person i've had the most fun hanging out with everrr, and she used to call me up just to hang out, but i don't know what happened. oh yeah, that's right. she got a boyfriend so i stopped talking to her, because it was pretty obvious i liked her, and i think she liked me too. it reallyreally sucked cuz' i reallllly cared about her, like, a lot. even thinking about it now, after all this time, it still gives me butterflies just thinking about her. think she's moved on? she's been pretty unresponsive, but everyone i know that i've talked to that knows her says she's being unresponsive to everyone.
i miss her a lot. as much as i'd want a relationship with her, i really liked being friends with her a lot.
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