So, it comes to be that I've grown really attatched to him. Almost anything I do revolves around him. My school papers, what I eat in the morning, my screen name on here is even just a combination of our names. Maybe you could call it obssession, but when he's the only thing I've got, what else is there?
This is the way HE wanted it, he always wanted to see me, he always took my time away from friends/hobbies, the lot of it (not intentionally, just, he always wanted to be with me)
Now I feel like though, that it's one sided. I feel like I'm an afterthought in his life. Our relationship is still strong, I know he loves me, but I just think that it's pretty one-sided. Like the tpical teen relationship, when I'm around everything is good, but if I'm not, then he completely forgets about me.

I don't know how I can switch back, how I can fall out of love with him. There really isn't much else that will give me joy, so I don't know HOW to find other things to do. Friends are a whole nother story, which goes along with trust issues, So I'd really rather not have it involve me making friends. I don't want to ruin our relationship either.

*sigh*

any advice would be really cool... i'm in a rut.

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talking to them

hanging out with them

fall in love with a new guy

flirt

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the sun will set for you

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So you feel as if he really isn't all into you like they way you are? Don't say this is what he wanted unless he actually said that. If things feel one sided talk to him, or give each other space.

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this is exactly what I'm saying. He tells me that we're so close as a couple, and how I'm all he thinks about and he does everything he does for me, all that jazz. He's glad I feel the same way. But when it comes down to it, it's just not true. How can you be that into someone and forget to call them? How can you be that into someone and not "feel like coming over"

i just don't get it. I'm probably the psycho, i know. I need help.

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