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i don't understand why couples will do just about everything and think its so much better just because they don't actually 'have sex'

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Yah yah yah, probably naivety, being blinded by love, being irrational, having too much trust in the partner, there are a million reasons which seem rational at the time.

It also was my first proper relationship and he's about 3 years older than me, so I trusted him too much, he was supposedly a Christian and we had mutual friends. I was exploring, and before you explore, you don't know where the boundaries are, next time I know not to go so far, but I learnt the hard way.

I think God saved me that night, scarred now, imagine for life??

And I think I forget about it, which makes me fogive him and move on, but then I don't give him the punishment he deserves. He broke up with me about a week later, maybe he knew what he did and couldn't live with it or ...

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Quote: from Carm at 2:31 am on Jan. 7, 2009

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i don't understand why couples will do just about everything and think its so much better just because they don't actually 'have sex'

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Yah yah yah, probably naivety, being blinded by love, being irrational, having too much trust in the partner, there are a million reasons which seem rational at the time.

It also was my first proper relationship and he's about 3 years older than me, so I trusted him too much, he was supposedly a Christian and we had mutual friends. I was exploring, and before you explore, you don't know where the boundaries are, next time I know not to go so far, but I learnt the hard way.

I think God saved me that night, scarred now, imagine for life??

And I think I forget about it, which makes me fogive him and move on, but then I don't give him the punishment he deserves. He broke up with me about a week later, maybe he knew what he did and couldn't live with it or ...

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I'd warn all the girlfriends he ever has. That'll punish him.

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It doesn't mean that much to me,
Sometimes I don't mean that much to you
And I don't even know what I'm hiding for...
And I don't even know what I'm crying for...