Right, so I've got a really close female friend, who I'm absolutely crazy about. I've felt this way for a long time, id hinted and kind of told her before but it was all still a bit ambiguous between us, so after getting sick of the not knowing, I told her properly, we talked a bit about it, and very sadly for me she doesn't feel the same way. But we're still friends all the same That was like 6 months ago now. At the start I was devastated, but slowly been trying to learn to not like her that way, hasn't really worked, kind of impossible to get over someone your close to like that, its pretty horrible being friends like that when you want more, but I wouldn't loose her friendship for anything so its my problem.
We haven't spoken about it since, and we're still as close if not closer than we ever were, and lately I'm pretty sure Im not just imagining her being much more friendly and flirty with me than normal, shes a friendly girl by nature, but this is different, I can tell...
If her feelings had changed why wouldnt she just tell me? I'm pretty sure its abundantly clear how I still feel about her, shall I say something to her? how am I even meant to bring 'us' up again after ive been rejected?
I wouldn't even consider it unless I really thought shed changed her mind, and the way shes been acting towards me recently really seems that way
I dont think anythings going to just happen on its own..shes too shy, and I am too a bit