Well, This guy I really like told me he loves me. He told me this a while ago but I haven't seen him again since he told me. He didn't tell me in person but we were talking and he told me that he has loved me for a while. I don't understand, but then I really do because I always think about him and when I do see him he makes me really happy. I told him that I love him too. But now I'm having doubts that he actually loves me. We have known each other for maybe two almost three years but have only seen each other four times maybe. Oh, And we went out before. But yeah, obviously that didn't work out so well since we have only seen each other four times since we have known each other. But I have this really strong urge to just be with him and just...love him. I'm thinking hes just saying he loves me because he thinks he might get lucky next time he sees me, which isn't going to happen. I'm a virgin...But I feel like I really do love him as stupid and ridiculous you might think I sound right now. We've just made out before, and he fingered me once.. Anyways, I don't know if I should bring my thoughts up next time I see him. I mean telling him that I think hes not serious about this. I mean if he really loved me we would be going out right? That's kind of what I want, But then at the same time I don't want to get hurt just like last time when he hardly ever called or anything and just pretty much forgot about me. But now since we started talking again hes trying to say he loves me and he has for a while. Do I believe him and just shut up and believe that he actually loves me like I love him? Or do I tell him exactly what I think hes trying to do and how I think he really does not love me? I have kind of brought it up, saying that its hard to think he really loves me, but he told me he really does and he wants to prove it to me. He has been calling and trying to see me and everything but I just don't want to get hurt again even though I really love him and I just want to be with him right now. I don't know why I'm thinking about this so much, I never thought about it this much since he told me. I mean I thought about it and doubted it was true but now I just really want to talk to him and I'm sort of angry with him, I mean because I think hes just messing with my head and I really don't want that...Congratulations if you actually read this. Now, tell me what you think. As in what I should do.

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The sky is falling I don't care, I just want to feel good.