Well, what do you know, in 2 weeks, it will be a year since we have been separated and suddenly, he is back. He says he loves me, that then, he was so busy, he had forgotten that I was there. He is so sorry, but that now he wants to make it up. He has a ring and is going to ask my mom on Wednesday if I can go to California with him.

We always had plans to go, get married, have a family. I thought I didnt love him anymore, but every text I get, I smile, like I would before. I think I still am in love with him. Just fooling myself that I wasnt, just so I can forget. But I never did. I would cry because I regretted my decision leaving him, telling myself I should have waited longer.

So, what to do I do? Should I give it another shot? I am worried he might be too busy again, but I also think that things will be how they were before. What do I do?

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Where there is great love, there are always wishes.

Well, on January 3 I would have told you to do what YOU want to do.  
We live a short life and we must enjoy it as much as we can.  There are consequences for every wrong choice made, but there would be no rewards if no choices are made.

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