Today I went and visited my boyfriend, He knows I haven't been sleeping well, so we watched a movie and of course, I fall asleep WITHOUT MY HUDDY!!! He then discovered my cuts on my arms right above my crook in my left arm and asked if I wanted to commit suicide. I tried to change the subject but he kept asking and asking more and more questions until I finally said enough and let him look at them more closely so he could make sure they were ok.

Now he says he is worried about me, and that he wants me to tell him each time i cut, to let him see the cut and for me to have a "logical" reason why i did so. He said if I do not do this then he will tell my mom and grandparents so I can get "help"

PROBLEM IS I ALREADY HAVE HELP!!! I don't want help, i don't need it, I am fine, but he doesn't think so. So I get my stress, emotions and anger out in a different way, whats the matter with that?

I need to stop, at least until he simmers down and forgets all of this. Any ideas?

just get help. trust me

Post edited at 6:24 pm on Jan. 2, 2009 by sdkarr

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The Americans will always do the right thing...
after they've exhausted all the alternatives.

I get by with a little help from my friends.

I'm not really asking for help, but for advice, I need my bf off my back and I need to stop...for now.