I have a bad heart and it doesn't usually affect me but today it feels like I'm gonna have a heart attack or something.

I lost my breath and started choking because the pains were so bad and I tried laying down and taking deep breaths but that only made it worse, and I tried sitting up and taking deep breaths but that only made it worse as well.

I don't want to call an ambulance because it's just me thats home with my little brother and he's only five years old and my mom won't answer her cellphone and I don't know what to do I'm sitting here in tears because the pain is so bad!!!

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On the days I can't see your eyes.
I don't even want to open mine. I love my Klown.

I hope your okay?

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If you stare long enough into the darkness,
In time, you'll see someone stare back.