"I love to make people happy. All i want is to help people as much as i possibly can. I know im not perfect, but im not horrible either. The thing is; I try too hard, I care too much. I will do anything for the people i love.Without them i feel as if i would be someone completely different. I want to be myself. I want people to love me for me. The thing is though, i really thought that i found that person, when really it was a made up fairy tale. Im sick of being vulnerable. Im not going to let anyone change me into anything less than i deserve. I deserve love <3

Love is confusing; love is happiness; love is hate; love is hurting. Love is a strong underrated word. People throw it around like it means nothing. I feel as if love is only understood once you have that indescribable feeling of knowing no matter what happens, you will be there for them. When you learn that love had so much work and dedication, you might bail out. But thats only the thought of love, when you're in it, you will work and try your best, but its honestly hard. That's why people get scared. Don't close yourself in though...because those times may have hurt you, but there is someone out there that is willing to heal your heart. Learn from the mistakes you made, don't dwell or regret. Those moments were put in your life for a reason, cherish them. Its hard to move on from something you care the world for. All the memories, all the moments. All i can hope is that there is more to come. I'm going to be the best person i can be, and try to fight my hardest to be happy with my life. Only i know how i feel. I cant explain it, its impossible. All i can do is try <3

Trying; is it worth it?....should people just give up on hope? I mean it happens everyday...But how does it fix anything? Does it show how dependent you are on something else. Trying at least shows you want to move on, you want to be happy. You may think trying is a waste of time and it wont make any difference. No one ever gives trying...a try? Be strong; be independent. Show everyone you can be happy without someone holding your hand and helping guide you, but most important, show yourself..."

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What happens when the only person that can make you stop crying
Is the one who made you cry.

a relationship will never work if there is always a power struggle

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Live everyday like it is your last.

im stuck.
i dont want to get out,
i want to stay here but i just want him to treat me with respect & just understand me & understand why i feel this way,

people want what they cant have, and right now it seems like he knows he wont lose you, make him wonder...and dont even second guess it or go back on it.

its the ONLY thing that will make it better.

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What happens when the only person that can make you stop crying
Is the one who made you cry.