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He understands the implications of doing Duster. He actually sat and explained it to me after I screamed at him for it. Then last night he went out and did it again, then texted me saying how shitty he felt.

His friends aren't going to help. They do Duster too, and sometimes Triple C's along with him. They don't do it as frequently, but they still don't really know any real facts about drugs. I'm the one that keeps these kids from overdosing most of the time.

I think everyone else that has replied doesn't really get this. I have no desire to quit, and I have no desire for him to quit. We both love drugs and we love doing drugs together.

I'm just really scared of him using stupid drugs. The ones that are going to kill him. I guess I just need to keep saying that and if he doesn't listen I really can't live with that.

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I understand you don't want to quit.  I'm not trying to tell you too.  I guess I'm just totally baffled as to why someone would want to use Duster when they very well know what it can do to you.  I mean, I'm pretty liberal when it comes to drug use.  I'd try (or at least bask before cleaning up a bit) just about anything....but shit like Duster has always been on my NO list.  

I wish I could make him listen to you...but I mean if he isn't willing to, you can't force him.  Do you think it could be one of those things where he's doing it to kind of prove something?  Like that he still has some independence or something?  That might be kind of out-there.  Just something that came to mind.

I guess what I would probably do in this situation is set an ultimatum.  Tell him to choose between doing that shit or having you.  I know that's pretty tough to do, and maybe it's not what you want to do.  But I know I wouldn't be able to date someone knowing that they're playing Russian Roulette with drugs all the time.  

He sounds too stubborn right now to be taking anyone's feelings/concerns/well-being into account. Including his own. You can keep on telling him to stop, or you can not put up with it anymore.

the only hard drug thats really dumb is cocaine because of its price and short lived addicting high

also i dont think you're being a hypocrite at all

Post edited at 10:52 pm on Jan. 2, 2009 by live it up

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I just want a chill happy life.
ridin mx and smokin buds hell yea

A lost cause, all you can do is give the facts and watch him go goofy like Duster will do to people. The best I can explain it, one day there normal and the next there....goofy.