Anyway, yesterday was New Years, or I suppose today. I call about 5 or 6 of people whom I consider to be my really good friends to wish them a Happy New Year. I got a reply from NONE of them. Not ONE of them has given me a call, or any type of recognition. Later on today (like a few minutes ago), I log into AIM and I see some of them just chilling there. I don't get any IM or anything saying "Hey man, thanks for the wishes! I hope you have a Happy New Year too!"

Fucking NOTHING like that. And on top of that, some people whom I actually did talk to (outside of that 5 or 6) were like "Word man, you too" and just hung up after that. It's like "What the fuck kind of shit are you, I'm going to call you because I think our friendship has reached a point where you know, we should be doing these kind gestures to each other and you're just going to fucking blow me off with a 'Word man' and that's it?"

Jesus fucking christ. People are assholes. Your friends are not really your friends behind your back.

On an unrelated note, one of my friends who I consider a brother actually picked up and we talked for a while. That is so far the only pleasant experience I have had with people whom I consider friends! And on top of that, these are people I went to high school with! My college friends I don't expect really to hear from them but I still got a call and a Happy New Year from one of them!

Maybe I am overreacting but this really pissed me off.

And recorded you a song.

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Two hearts, beating as one;
Keeping time
Until they are no longer
Apart

Although take into consideration about alchoholic substance maybe having a role into all of this...

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My diary is the same as anyone elses but mine iis    
eiched into my skin