that I look around me and all i see are these really successful guys and girls in school with their beautiful girl friends and straight A's not to mention their usual nice bodies, i'd kill to have. On top of everything most of the people like that around here don't seem to have to work for those bodies, those girls, those grades.... I get A's, B's C's and occasionally a D. I'm in 10th grade.. and I hate how i am doing i school but it's so hard for me to apply myself... I'm overweight.. I can't even force myself to get out and loose it. I feel like shit for it.. but every time i try and do it for myself I just can't. maybe if didn't have to worry about my bullshit grades so much... I just don't feel like I have anything going for me at all. I mean I have the one girl who is amazing, and I freaking love her to death.. Its not that i want someone else... its just that she lives so far away... I can't even be with her... right now I have a ton of work to do, but i'm putting it off as usual. I have to show my parents my progress report.. which isn't good.. I just feel so down :'( I don't know what to do about it all.
4:57 pm on Nov. 30, 2008
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Lihiro
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March on, kid.
I expect it's what the rest of us do.
------- The unposting.
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btrfly
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You can totally overcome this... I was the same way when i was in high school...but I've totally outgrown it. I'm in college now, and seriously its not as hard as everyone thinks. I made a C in algebra in highschool, and made an A in college. Plus, if you're not happy about your weight, maybe join a gym. Pay for it with your money, so then you'll feel obligated to go so you don't waste your money....thats what I did...totally helped turn my life around. :)
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RainbowKid92
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do you. forget what everyone else is doing (its hard, i know) the way i see it, the less people i have "in my corner" the less people i have to let me down...
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I have been down that road, you will get through it, hold on because it's a tough ride.
------- Love is just a word until someone gives it a meaning.
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