My mom fucking pisses me off! I cant do anything! The fucking bitch dont let me have any freedom, I have to call her whenever I hang around my "friends". Fucking bitch is too overprotective.

I have "people" I hang around with, but they arent friends! They dont do anything a real friend does, and I know Im not a real friend to them either, I talk about them behind their backs. I know they do it to me too.

I aint really going nowhere where I live now. Sure, its on an Island, its Bermuda. But who gives a shit!? Its turning into crap here!

Our fucking premier is a racist little fucking bitch! He was fucking talking about the 2008 election (keep in mind, we dont even belong to the US) and he says, "White Bermudians wouldnt have voted for Obama."

Fucking dumbass hypocrite.

Then we got the fucking girls. Im white, I like white girls, and there isnt that many here. So when you have all these little fucking spoiled ass Canadian and American girls whos here because "Daddy" is here for bussiness you try to get with them. But no! They have never had a black boyfriend before, or a fucking black cock up there ass! Fucking Sluts!

But you do get the occasional white girl who is racist.

So, I have decided that im going to boarding school in Virginia. I have no family there and the school I want to go to looks nice. But Im afraid to tell my mom cause she will probably say, "Oh, your too young, you dont need to travel so far away."

That fucking bitch needs to get over it, I hate it here!

Im getting no where! Most of my "friends" are fucking pot smokers. Im afraid to hang out with them because I dont wanna get caught by the cops!

Fuck it.

I dont know what im gonna do If I cant go to Virginia!

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What makes you so sure you will like the states any better? Is having a girlfriend really that important? But if it is your choice then I wish you the best of luck :P

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Its not just that. Its Everything, It terrible here now. I dont wanna get caught up in all thee shit people are doing now.