Today i told my mother at the end of your life will you be able to look in the mirror and ask yourself if your happy with who you are! I use to think it was me. That had this fuck up preception of life. Like dyslexia of human personalities and emotion but i realized that my family's the fucked up ones! how can you call yourself a mother when make immature arguement and leave and not come back! how can you call yourself a brother when i say i have to go save some of my youth group kids can i use your girlfriends car and your response is if you go get me a burger! theres a kids shaking on the floor but it's more important that i go get you a burger! you broke my car in the first place! GOD this list could go on forever! I fell crazy like it's my fault or something like i cause this but i know i didn't i've been to apologetic i've tried so hard what could they be mad about! well it doesn't matter anymore cause i'm over it! fuck them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Each day i fell like a piece of me dies. each day i fell like i'm becoming that person again an obedient lie who cuts and does drugs!!!! why is this the life i live!
------- unconditional love how many of us actually live by it! if you look past the dark maybe you see light!
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Theres no need to use exclimation points so often!
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i know i can
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oh god. exclamation point overload.
feel better :(
------- "Maybe if I eat something filling like whole wheat pasta it will make me less hungry for things like dick."
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Well yea I do too feel like that.. But it is true look at it throught the bright side and u will see it will shine to the right path some day...
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