Long story short, I had my girlfriend's phone in my pocket and brought it home with me. I forgot I had it. She always has inappropiate things in her phone, so I decided to look through it. Know what I found? Well, first she was having a "who can send a dirtier picture contest" with her "friend." She took pretty much naked pictures of herself in things I've bought her, and sent them to this other guy. He sent a picture of him with a boner.

Next, she's flirting with her "best friend" whom we've had problems with in the past. She hasn't gotten over him, and wants to be with him. Talking aobut wrestling with him and playing and whatnot.

Now, I read today that "she's thought about it, and doesn't want to go out with him (me) anymore. but she's afraid to break up with me because she's afraid she won't find someone as good as me."

She does and says all these things to everyone, and when she's with me she's telling me how much she loves me.

I love this girl more than anything in the world, and she breaks my heart time and time again. I can't hurt her though. I was going to break up with her today, but I couldn't do it. She means everything to me.

I don't know, I needed to vent. I'm sorry for such a long read. Thanks to those who read it. Any comments are appreciated. Thank you.

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I will meet you in the Next Life, I promise you; Where we can be together, I
promise you; I'll wait till then in Heaven, I promise you.

The main thing here is that she's telling everyone that she doesn't want to be with me anymore, but she can't say anything about it to me? She's lying straight to my face when we say good night and she tells me she loves me. She never confronts me about anything.

You have no idea how much it hurts me to see those messages. I'd do anything for her. I love her so much.


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I will meet you in the Next Life, I promise you; Where we can be together, I
promise you; I'll wait till then in Heaven, I promise you.