And... i think that made me reaaalllllyy confused.

So, I experimented sort of. I made out with girls first off. But then at this party I made out with a dude and started to blow him off. I felt really weird blowing him off (I did it for like 5seconds) than I couldn't do it anymore. But it was fun.

Anyways, my whole family things I'm a straight out homo. However, I'm still a virgin. I'm 19. My family just found this all out.

And now I'm back at square one. The shrowd of rumors has lifted.

Now, I need a girlfriend because I think that weird underlining subconscious secret that i subconsciously knew about it has come out into the public.

Any girls wanna meet and have a friendly fuck that may turn into something solid?

Oh, and I'm "grounded" (yeah, 19 and grounded) because I disrespect my dad because I said he was talking crazy. (And he tottaallllly was. Incoherent to the max!)

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Happiness does not consist in pastimes
and amusements but in virtuous activities.

spelling? please?

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"Maybe if I eat something filling like whole wheat pasta
it will make me less hungry for things like dick."

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esa es una situación horrible
what a horrible situation.
I'm playing with a translator lmao
but yeah that really sucks

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No guy wants to say he got tricked into giving a dude a blowjob. The guy i blew that had it rough... :/ he was attractive and i knew his mom was crazy...

so i guess my empathy skill was kicking in.

but still...  i had penis in my mouth. yuck.

haha and no lie i was so drunk angry and didn't want to punch him (he did nothing wrong) that I came out the room and screamed I had faggots.

Oh, man the talk that happened the weeks to follow. I think it actually bettered my reputation. XD!

Ugh I should of taken advantage of th esituation and have him suck my dick -_- then like... cum on his face. oh, it would of been so easy now that i look back on it.

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Happiness does not consist in pastimes
and amusements but in virtuous activities.

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i don't understand D:

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I'm confessing a dark secret. So others can learn from my folly.

MISTAKE: Any sexual acts shouldn't be initiated initially via intoxicating substances

Moral of the story = Since I already bit from the forbidden fruit, I have nothing else to lose easy my virginity and my ass virginity.

Thank Coincidence for the P-Spot. XD

(My ass is remaining celibate for the Unknown Creator)

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Happiness does not consist in pastimes
and amusements but in virtuous activities.