i dont know, self esteem really ultimately just comes from within, not from outside. it does sound stupid but i mean it in a different way. sure, without people around you trying to be close to you and caring and whatnot, you might be empty and hollow, but you wont be low in 'confidence'. at least thats not my case people dont like my shit either but thats because theyre lame, not because i have some kind of problem socializing. and most people put in low effort into their friendships because theyre ignorant and shallow. i mean i hate all of this with a passion, but i dont blame myself for it at all.
i guess the main thing is just really observing what a fucking joke most people are, and then if that sinks in enough it becomes hard to blame yourself for their stupidity, and eventually impossible (i dont know if this makes sense)
because im pretty much friendless, empty, bored out of my fucking skull, but i have much more confidence than most people who have even a dozen close friends
Post edited at 5:41 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 by iconoclast
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