I sort of know that I've been eating normally the last few days, but I still feel really fat.
And today my mother wouldn't stop yelling at me, she's never satisfied... It's killing me...so I just got out the bag of chips and kept eating and eating.
I hate myself to such right now.
I want to scratch the skin of my bones.... I just want to loose that whole bag again...
10:36 am on Nov. 28, 2008
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:( im sorry you feel that way. I know what you mean though. Pm me if you ever wanna talk.
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Zetsuai
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Aw, I'm sorry. I hope things improve for you. Don't let your mom let you feel lower then you are. I'm sure you don't deserve any of that.
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brittonlana
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Aw, I'm sorry. I hope things improve for you. Don't let your mom let you feel lower then you are. I'm sure you don't deserve any of that. i feel like that all the time
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LoveKay
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As females (assuming you are a girl, of course), we are very emotional eaters. That is why we need to identify the problem and deal with it. It will probably never go away but the way you deal with it has a lot to do with the way you will feel later.
Keep a journal of everything you eat and you'll become so much more aware of your daily intake, you might even realize you don't want those bag of chips next time.
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i know exactly how you feel. my mom's like that too. pm me if you need to talk
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