And yet I don't have the heart to leave him yet.. and kind of feel like this is the best I'm going to get, you know? Not that I'm so horrible I think.. but I can't say it's easy for me to get to know or like people.. he's a great guy too, but I feel like he isn't for me afterall.. and yet if he isn't, who is..

I hate relationships.. let's all just love eachother.. no boyfriend or girlfriend.. one big fucking worldwide orgy..
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Anyway.. do you think it's worth it to wait it out? I kind of have been for a while.. because at times I would start to love him again and then it would disappear.. and now I don't know if I feel anything.. and yet if I leave him that's it for me..

I sort of know how you're feeling.

All me and my boyfriend do at the moment is fight. He's lazy and always lets me down. Like today we were meant to go to the movies, I woke him up at 10am and asked him to start getting ready, he said 'yeah' then went back to sleep...and I'm not going to fucking baby him...so it's 1:40pm we've missed the movie and he's still in bed sleeping. So when he decides to get up, I'm sure we'll have another argument...this is only a small thing, but we planned this at the start of the week, and I've been looking forward to it all week. HOWEVER...if we were gonna have sex, he would have woken up straight away.

There's so many other things he does, and I'm starting to find that I just don't care for him anymore. And I have the same problem...I want to leave him, but I honestly don't think I can get any better, so I've stayed & I keep hoping it'll change, it's been going on for a few months.

I think we need to get out, it's obviously not healthy.

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Oh dear.

I sort of know how you're feeling.

All me and my boyfriend do at the moment is fight. He's lazy and always lets me down. Like today we were meant to go to the movies, I woke him up at 10am and asked him to start getting ready, he said 'yeah' then went back to sleep...and I'm not going to fucking baby him...so it's 1:40pm we've missed the movie and he's still in bed sleeping. So when he decides to get up, I'm sure we'll have another argument...this is only a small thing, but we planned this at the start of the week, and I've been looking forward to it all week. HOWEVER...if we were gonna have sex, he would have woken up straight away.

There's so many other things he does, and I'm starting to find that I just don't care for him anymore. And I have the same problem...I want to leave him, but I honestly don't think I can get any better, so I've stayed & I keep hoping it'll change, it's been going on for a few months.

 
I think we need to get out, it's obviously not healthy.

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Sorry to hear you're going through a similar thing.. I guess it really isn't the best way to be.. if you feel it isn't right.. it's just so difficult to let go of someone.. no matter what they've done, you know? I suppose things just happen how they do, though..

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Quote: from Tarhanosaurus Sexx at 8:46 pm on July 3, 2009

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Oh dear.  

 I sort of know how you're feeling.  

 All me and my boyfriend do at the moment is fight. He's lazy and always lets me down. Like today we were meant to go to the movies, I woke him up at 10am and asked him to start getting ready, he said 'yeah' then went back to sleep...and I'm not going to fucking baby him...so it's 1:40pm we've missed the movie and he's still in bed sleeping. So when he decides to get up, I'm sure we'll have another argument...this is only a small thing, but we planned this at the start of the week, and I've been looking forward to it all week. HOWEVER...if we were gonna have sex, he would have woken up straight away.  

 There's so many other things he does, and I'm starting to find that I just don't care for him anymore. And I have the same problem...I want to leave him, but I honestly don't think I can get any better, so I've stayed & I keep hoping it'll change, it's been going on for a few months.  

   
 I think we need to get out, it's obviously not healthy.

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Sorry to hear you're going through a similar thing.. I guess it really isn't the best way to be.. if you feel it isn't right.. it's just so difficult to let go of someone.. no matter what they've done, you know? I suppose things just happen how they do, though..

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Definatly.

And when you've been through a lot with them, it makes it that much harder.

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that was about 3 months ago, and to be honest I haven't come close to getting a new girlfriend yet but I haven't actually tried at all lol so no surprise

but from experience i think you should break up with him if everything you wrote is actually how it is. I'm still not having the best time of my life because of it at the moment, but I still wish I'd broken up with my ex at least 6 months before I did, if not sooner because of all that wasted time. a whole year and a half of uni parties. blah. :D

being single isnt as bad as it sounds though, like I said I havent had another girlfriend since or even a date, but I have talked to a lot of girls and had good times with my friends which are 2 things that didnt really happen when I was in a relationship. I think in a few months time when I've got my confidence & ability with the opposite sex back fully it's gonna be great. I bet it would be the same with you too.

theres no point sitting in a crap relationship which is only going to get worse at our age (assuming you're roughly a teenager??). I dont see the point in settling for second or worst when you could be much happier with someone you havent met yet.

Veeeery long answer. my bad :D 1,111th post haha

Post edited at 4:30 am on July 4, 2009 by El Burrito

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