I'm just too fucking scared to try again.
And not sure of everything.
Fuck.
I miss you like crazy.
But I'm so scared...and confused.
I need to see you.
Now.
I'm just so afraid of everything. I don't wanna get your hopes up again, then crush them back down. I'm just way too scared. Maybe someday...I hope.
I just miss you so much right now. But you'll never see this. So it's all good.
/rant.
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Life starts now
Trust takes ages to build but only seconds to shatter
I wanna crawl back in