And I don't even get that every week.

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It's been three weeks since I had a decent sleep,
In an empty bed with a restless head,
These thoughts are killing me so...

I feel guilty when I spend $50 on something that is useless or that I don't really need.  

Post edited at 8:12 am on July 3, 2009 by W o n d e r l a n d

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Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.

srsly.. your parents need to get a grip before you spend all of their money on things you don't need.. ie new clothes.. you must have a huge room full of them.. wear em >.<

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Shattered inside.. 1000 pieces is what i am now..

I wouldn't say I'm spoiled, but more like a lazy slacker that has nothing constructive to do. I have the option to get (material) things, but I try not to be a burden. I try to keep my budget less than 50 bucks every 2-4 months or so, or whatever would be enough for me and my best buddy to hold us over, like a game or some crap. For we are a simple minded bunch, and I am easy to please.

So yeah, I feel like a burden whenever I cost too much for anything. I'm hoping on getting a job and being less of a lazy good-for-nothing. I'd trade this in for a normal life outside this neurotic cage any day, if I weren't so terrified of change.

As for you (OP), I suggest you get a hobby or something important to live for. None of this will matter in a few years. Hell, it wont matter next month. At this rate I see you living for the present, finding another dude/tte living in the present, and you'll both lead empty lives only to look back and see nothing of real importance, and be forgotten in time as another face who just had a sense in fashion.

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I refuse to jerk God's figurative dick and swallow his figurative
splooge for eternity, even to avoid the death penalty.