My best chick friend has always been used, and at these parties i have been protecting her when it gets "too" rough and i usually take her home. I once carried her half a mile home after she got passed out and nearly got raped... bad night.

She is the one who got me into this partry life, introducing me to a whole new world. I never seem to find a good relationship though. Only people who will be too drunk to probably remember it anyways. I dont want her and other people to look down on me and see me as a "typical" guy that only thinks about sex.

Does anyone think i should just run in eyes closed and find someone to get it over with, which may cause something to happen, or should i keep it in the pants and be a good boy? Lately ive been tired hearing "Your too good of a person" to do anything fun. I dont want to make people feelo bad, but i need to be in a relationship. I have hormones, believe it or not.

Keep it in your pants its the best way going and you will end up much happier. From what I've read you seem like a genuinely great guy and a great girl will see that some day and you will make her very happy. Be patient and your time will come. I'm in a similar situation so I know how you feel and it really sucks especially when you want a relationships o bad. Not for sex but just for someone to be there for you that you can feel loved by in an intimate way.

You time/girl will come soon enough :)

And btw most girls, just like guys (although for different reasons prolly haha), like virgins. especially if they are virgins themselves because they feel more comfortable kowing you are on the same page as them and everything.

Post edited at 10:27 pm on July 2, 2009 by escapethefate

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