legit i want to go to sleep and not wake up i got sexually assualted like over a year ago and it still affects me. iv been hooking up with this guy since like january and like when i think about him im like =] but when i look at him or see a picutre with him all i can think about is what happened. whe i hook up with him i actually have to stop myself from crying. i cant see him without thinking its gonna happen again. i dont think hes gonna do it to me but everytime we get close i just replay what happened over and over and over and over i just wanna not wake up im so sick of this hooking ups supposed to be fun not make you feel like you wanna die im so upset did this happen to anyone else?
8:04 pm on July 4, 2009
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message me and ill give you some advice im just not going to say it here and tell u my story
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i never had that happen
I nearly drown a couple times which still affects me
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it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?
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it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?
i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay
8:11 pm on July 4, 2009
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it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?
i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay
then stop hooking up with him for a while if you don't want to tell him
I mean it's gonna take a while to get over being assaulted
people don't bounce back that quick
takes years for most
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it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?
i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay
then stop hooking up with him for a while if you don't want to tell him
I mean it's gonna take a while to get over being assaulted
people don't bounce back that quick
takes years for most
its been a year i just want ti to be over
8:22 pm on July 4, 2009
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i know you want it to be over but it's hard to get over things like this as you can see
time heals all wounds but it doesn't heal them as fast as we want em to you know?
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it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?
