In 3 days I finally get to go home.
And then I can listen to everyone, "OMG I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE YOU LEFT!"
I can go back to thinking my friends give a fuck if they speak to me or not.
Maybe I'll lose my virginity as planned, and feel like shit about myself. Another night spent in self pity, I suppose.
I love when I feel this way and nobody is around. /sarcasm.