Apparently my grandpa kept a computer journal, and in it he said that there was a conversation between him and myself (that I don't remember) where he asked me if my babysitter was inappropriate and I just started crying and wouldn't talk.

I didn't remember the conversation at all. I'm really angry that he knew and never did anything while I was little.

Now I don't want anyone knowing and I'm really pissed that my dad found out.
He came up to me this morning and had me read the entry and he asked if it was true. I still didn't want to talk about it but I told my dad yes it happened once but I don't remember anything else about it.

What the fuck am I supposed to do now?

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TechnoShark

I think before the issue can be laid to rest you need to lay your cards on the table and talk to you father about this. Tell him how you feel about him knowing and what you want to do from here on in. If you don't want to mull it over with him then tell him that, but also give him an insight into how you're feeling about it all. It's best not to shut him out as this may do more harm than good.

Obviously, it's highly understandable that this situation as thrown you and I'm sure he respects that. Just keep a clear head and this will all be fine. All your father wants is for you to be happy and safe.

Take care.

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Ever constant, ever changing view.

What exactly is the reason you don't want to talk to anyone about this? Not that I'm saying you have to talk to anyone, but it might be helpful to you. It seems to me though as if you have overcome this and gotten over it, and your father approaching you has reopened the wound?

Perhaps you should try and talk to him, not in detail, but just tell him how you feel, why you never told anyone, and that it's something you don't really want to talk about, if that's the case.

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What Would Thora Hird Do?

If you talk about it, you will be able to let it go, and fully move on.

You should tell your Dad and talk to him about it; he has the right to know. And just know that he must be hurting now too, not as much as you are; but he must feel awful because as a parent he is supposed to protect you, and someone hurt you and he didn't even figure it out until much later.

Good Luck and God Bless.

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