did u ever feel depressed when u started cutting back on food?
and as u fought hunger, did it get easier the more u did it?
just wondering.
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yes yes
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yes and yes... you feel really in control aswell..
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I'd say yes to both of those.
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YES and YES!
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No, because the the cutting back gave me a sense of control, that I didn't need what others did. That made me feel proud.
And ..
Yes, it did get easier. Almost like second nature to say 'No thanks, I'm not hungry' when my stomach was growling.
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To be honest, No and No. Cutting back was the greatest thing I have ever experienced, I adore the control it gives you. It got harder with the hunger, although I did get used to it, the pit I was/am digging myself gets deeper and deeper every day, with every lie, it's almost impossible to get out now.
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