Everybody around me is worried about me but I just ignore them. I just want to have the body I want, that's all. After a long talk with my boyfriend about all the unhealthy things I'm doing to myself, I went online and found that I have most of the symptoms. I know I need help, but I don't want my family to be disappointed in me. I can't stop and I can't get help. Anybody have any advice for me? Preferably from some people who have had eating disorders...