My boyfriend, who's away right now, emailed me in response to something I said about feeling like he doesn't care. He said that he didn't feel like he was ready to be in a real relationship and that he'd like to stay friends, in addition to a bunch of other random stuff. So I responded saying that I understand, but maybe we could give it another try, and asked if he does still love me or have feelings for me. He hasn't responded yet.
I got upset afterwards, cried and laid in bed for a little while. It's only been a few hours, but now I feel fine. I love him, so much, but I feel like I'm over it already. Is this odd?
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I read the body count out of the paper
And now it's written all over my face