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its not college, its university and i have been here for 3 years already, but obviously its the first year that i am prim... eeeeeeeeeeck! just six more months of this torture!

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"college" means university in america.

If you aren't exaggerating about 1hr/night it can fuck you up a bit if you keep it up.

You should probably lighten your load, unless you want to try avoiding a breakdown

get a grip.

it sounds like you just wanna talk about your huge load of obligations instead of actually try to sleep and look after yourself.

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i find that being on the computer at 1am makes me all buzzed and weird and unable to sleep. maybe you should actually try to sleep, instead of talk about it, because your system must be a bit strained and out of it if you've been sleeping so little. it's just high and energetic from the wrong sources, like a caffeine buzz or something, its inadequate and i think you can tell that its fucking you up in the daytime.

it sounds like you just wanna talk about your huge load of obligations instead of actually try to sleep and look after yourself.  

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Also, bright lights send chemicals into the brain keeping you awake.

Staying on the computer is one of the worst things you could do when trying to go to sleep.

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