In that I'm fuming. Honestly I despise having people care about me sometimes simply for the fact that they make me want to still be here. It'd be really fucking easy to kill myself if I didn't have people who care enough to talk me down.
And the ironic part is I'm not even shitfaced, I'm about to go have fun with a bunch of my friends, yet regardless I'm not in a good place.
------- I'm not wasted potential, you're just not worth my time. The impossibility of perfection will tear me apart. There's only so much you can do. The Broken.
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zamrambo
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Everyone has rough points in their life, especially at this age.
There were many times I would go through things and think about just giving up. A lot of things can pile up against you, but it's really not worth it to just let it go.
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Latin Muscle
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blah blah blah. Im gonna commit suicide, pity me. woe is me. I hate the world. I wish everyone died. I am going to an hero.
No you are not, you fucking whining bitch. Man up and stop crying so much.
Post edited at 6:04 pm on Oct. 9, 2009 by Latin Muscle
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Hasta la vista, stalking hacker.
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Rachelw
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suicide is a pernement solution but you know what i am tired of being a negotiator today so call 1-800-suicide and hope someone helps you.
------- Inside every boy there is a lordly lion ready to prance
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y4r5xeym5
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That sounded selfish to me to be honest. These people are here to care for you because they see something inside of you they want you to see, yet you are instead angry at them because they won't let you take the "easy way out" (which honestly doesn't solve anything at all). I understand things are tough, but they are hard on all of us as well. Everyone has their own problems, the difference are those who move on and those who cling tightly to these problems. You have to face these problems head on and fix them. Ignoring them isn't going to make them go away, and frankly, I don't understand continually stressing over a situation you refuse to mend.
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