i had a very stressful weekend so yesterday at work, i was
AAAAAANNNNNGGRRRRRYYYYYY
and these guys always give me shit at work, cuz i'll banter back with them, but yesterday was a bad idea
so their giving me shit, but im doin my job, but i kept havin to walk by the back door, which is where we pile all the waste boxes, and i kept hitting this big one on top with my hip.
it would slide, and i would fix it and go on, but then Rob and kovar said something. And i walked by the box again. this time it completly landed on the floor
and it just PISSED ME OFF
that box was the last fucking straw
i started kicking it and stomping on it and cussing at it and then i just went
"AAAHHHHH!!!"
so Xavier just ran up to me and hugged me and was like
"shhhhhhhhhh shhhhhhhh, your okay now"
while my boss took the box and left it outside
Rob and Kovar were like
i feel better nao though
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in your fear, you become what you're afraid of