My heart refuses the truth
As a baby spits out food
The machine rejects the dollar
It's too painful to face

I can't begin to perceive
The pain that threatens to attack;
The magnitude of pain that would ensue
If I couldn't keep the truth from seeping in

I can't think about you
Without feeling the scathing pain
I can no longer view you as release
Now that you are the cause

Why does my tongue get tangled
When I try to tell you how I feel
Yet the lies flow freely
So naturally that it unsettles me

I yearn to [[control/constrain]] your mind
To force you to care for me
I hunger for your heart
To feel any dissolution at my departure

Your indifference razes me like a knife
Slitting my heart into slices
I feel the blade twist inside my skin
My tears are fought back

Sitting through forced conversation
Is comparable only to
Being force-fed furiously and painfully
A block of stale bread

My words are achingly difficult to say
Still, I swallow hesitance down like a giant pill.
I painfully purge these feelings, and you just brush them aside

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--Scotty Don't--
Love Seth Green

It evokes the feelings it describes. Pain, anxiety, inner turmoil.

It's explicit because of the word swallow.