So you never guess what, i had a call from my doctor and he says i have got to go into hospital to be admitted, so they can make the decission whether i am mentaklly stable enough to make decission n you know what i said fuck off. im not having no person telling me i aint fit enough to make decissions just because i want to stop by bleeding treatment so i can have a life. i mean arent in allowed to have a life obviously not. they think because they have a poxy phd or whatever it is they no best well they dont . i mean if they do tht they will have to drag me in kicking and screaming coz i aint doing dialysis anymore i mean been doing it since i was 9yrs old ave had enough of fucking hospitals in and out 3 times aweek feeling not like yourself afterwards being sick fainting shaking dizzyness not fucking nice and plus being admitted over the smallest things ave had enough. So they are only doing this coz i havent been in 4 weeks and you know what i feel great i feel so well cant remeber feeling like this i mean i have a job now i can go out with friends i have energy. i mean i done evem feel like i need treatment
so meh i dunno am just pissed of at the doctors
I'M 20 AND I CAN MAKE MY OWN DECISSIONS AND I FEEL ALOT BETTER FOR IT CANT THEY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.