The weird thing about me is that I'm always happy!! Don't get me wrong, I get pretty cranky too sometimes, but I just find myself being happy +85% of the time.

I don't understand. I mean, what the hell do I have to be so positive about?!? I have pretty much 'zero' friends these days, since I'm too busy for them. I eat breakfast/lunch/dinner everyday ALONE. Additionally, I have absolutely no chicks in my life. There are some hott ones that do pay interest in me, but usually end up frustrated as to why I never make a move, not show any signs of getting laid. Through it all, I'm always pretty outgoing and care-free, EVEN IN REAL LIFE. I'm not really socially retarded or something...

On Friday afternoons, I sit there at the same spot and practice & practice, while others are out there having fun, but I have fun in my OWN way!!! While others may think the things I do is over-the-top, and that I have no life except waste my time practicing drums and having absolutely NO life whatsoever, I just find solitude VERY comforting! Gives me time to explore myself.

I'd kiss myself if I could...  

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Death to all BUT metal \m/