i don't understand why everything seems so normal to people

why aren't strangers on the bus more friendly?  why do people get weirded out by smiles and "hello"s?

this probably sounds dumb as fuck, i probably can't communicate what i'm feeling right now...

i feel enslaved to occasional unhappiness

where is everyone's curiosity about everything?  why isn't everything exciting?

why is there a limited amount of time in which to experience all that you may ever experience?  how can you move on from this uncertainty?

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stay off the lsd.

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actually do more lsd, itll open your mind and expand your conciousness and allow you to figure out what your life is all about.

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u gay?

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You have fallen within the circumference of yourself. Gtfo and live life. Don't overthink shit. The only certainty is uncertainty. Accept it. So little is in our control. But one thing is, and always will be. Our attitude. Ya, everything you said is true. Ya, it's pretty freaking dismal. But you know what? There's absolutely nothing you can do about it except change your attitude. You are a character in a play. You have no control over what part you play, what lines you say, or how it ends. You might as well accept it and learn to not let it bother you.

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In the sense that I wish people were more friendly more often. Me and a friend were walking through my neighbourhood to go to another friend's place and we passed by alot of people out walking their dogs or whatever, and there was a shit ton of them who ignored us or looked the other way if we said anything to them.

I just feel like THATS wierd. Like casually/positively acknowledging another person existing in the same space as you and having that person feel nervous or set off by it.

It's even goofier when people I know like friends can't seem to communicate with me about something (like not acknowledging things. Like an awkward silence or something). I don't ever feel un-comfortable or unable to communicate with someone until they seem to feel that way, and then I only feel that way because I feel like "why do you feel that way?".

Find something you feel passionate about. I feel passionate about passion really. I just enjoy filming things and drawing things and making music etc. etc.

I think alot of people try to hard to give themselves direction. I mean I used to, and it's just sort of evident that most people do. I don't anymore though, or not to any great extent. I dunno it's just a little foreign now. It's a mindset that already feels like it's looking backwards from the end.

Don't question what little time you have, and you'll never experience everything anyways. Thats an infinity of things. Live in the present, though that may seem difficult. I think the western culture's mindset is on that doesn't live in the present at all.

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