I played the nice girl all year... letting everyone be an asshole to me, leaving me out in almost everything except when I asked if I could tag along, I'm not in one picture, I wasn't invited to the many special events that happened over the summer. making me feel like I was some kind of fucking loser...uuuughhhhhh. uuuhhhhhh I can't even spell out the anger and despair. The energy and love I poured into these corrupt ugly fake whores. And I am left, having to force myself to kill my feelings. Doing everything by myself. Fuck them all.

Maybe one day, one day they will come back and treat me right. But until then I am a whole new person, I will forget about the fucks. This will only make me stronger and smarter.

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ive felt that way alot. i used to get high and think about my friends and thinking that i was a 2nd class friend. someone you hang out with, but never call to come over or hang out.

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I think alot of people probably feel this way at some point.

I think it might be paranoia. I guess it just depends.

OP is too attractive to feel like a loser!

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Quote: from gief at 10:20 pm on Nov. 10, 2009

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ive felt that way alot. i used to get high and think about my friends and thinking that i was a 2nd class friend. someone you hang out with, but never call to come over or hang out.

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I think alot of people probably feel this way at some point.

I think it might be paranoia. I guess it just depends.

OP is too attractive to feel like a loser!

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Yeah idk what her deal is.  She must be a real big bitch or just have really bad luck because normally people flock towards ppl that look like her.  Being pretty is an advantage that alot of ppl wish they had.  It can get you hella far.

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Quote: from Acid World at 10:25 pm on Nov. 10, 2009

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Quote: from gief at 10:20 pm on Nov. 10, 2009

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ive felt that way alot. i used to get high and think about my friends and thinking that i was a 2nd class friend. someone you hang out with, but never call to come over or hang out.

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 I think alot of people probably feel this way at some point.  

 I think it might be paranoia. I guess it just depends.  

 OP is too attractive to feel like a loser!

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Yeah idk what her deal is. She must be a real big bitch or just have really bad luck because normally people flock towards ppl that look like her. Being pretty is an advantage that alot of ppl wish they had. It can get you hella far.

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lol it's a huge advantage.

If I had to make a guess I'd say OP won't have any trouble dropping her friends and finding new ones. For one guys are going to come up to you anyways at some point. Two people who are attractive are generally just favourably preferred socially. Just the way shit is, the better you look the more benefit of the doubt you get on your personality.

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