Hey.
I understand what you are going through. I am sorry that it is hurting you. I wish it didn't. For i know the pain. But the thing i learned. Is if they are happy. Just let them be happy. I know that it is hard to deal with this and romance is just complicated. There is nothing like falling in love and then getting hurt it sucks it really does. And i know that you must hate it. But you have to get over it. Don't' be stupid like me and still love the person. But i am trying to get over her.
Its the fact that you care and worry. I am sorry that you did not feel a spark. To be honest i kinda think the whole 'feeling of this said spark' Is overrated. I do not think you have to feel something like that to be interested about said person. To be honest. I think that you know you care and love when stuff like this happens. You know what i mean? It's going to take time. You can't' just expect it in the beginning to be all fine and dandy. It's not going to work that way. You know what i mean? You have to wait for it wait for them feelings to come you cannot just think they are going to come that is just not ever going to happen.
If you ever need to talk I am here. I Will try my best to help you.
Post edited at 2:38 am on Nov. 12, 2009 by Suicidebooth
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This girl owns my heart