I'm worried about my parents, my uncle and my grandmothers.

My uncle has prostate cancer, and is going to have an operation, but there's a chance he might not survive;
My parents are both old, my mum has a heart problem, and my dad has rheumatoid arthritis and hardly coping;
My grandmothers are even OLDER, one of them doesn't want to live any more, she's so fed up, and the other had a stroke.

What will I do if one of them goes? I'm so afraid I might lose them soon, I don't even have any family here in Portugal, they're all in Poland or the UK.

Please, I just don't know what to do or think any more.

My dads not even here, he's in Sweden, trying to get work and trying to patch up his infected foot (he's taking Enbrel, look it up)

Please help.

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I do Swedish Polish and Portuguese translations. PM.

If you do live alone, you're going to have some coping issues when they're gone, but if you're strong, you'll survive and get by with what family is left. Its not like they're all going to go at once, you will over time grow and mature and cope with each situation if and when it arises. Maintaining what family relationships you have now is vital to your mental well being, and its just nice to be with them and let them know how much you care, especially if the times start to get tougher.

Any more info on your situation would help.

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Take my hand, this one last time,
Face the world before us, the warrior inside,
In a lifetime of disaster, it's a battle to the end,
Final stand, my life must carry on, And forever, this time.

I would count your blessings. You have the time now that many people wish for after their loved ones are gone. You have the chance to talk to your loved ones, to spend time with them if you can, to make sure that your memories of them will be as rich as possible and that you'll be able to remember them for the rest of your life.

No matter what happens, remember that time is a great healer and the sun will rise in the morning whether you like it or not.

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Down is the other direction.