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Could you possibly move out?

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You've got to stop thinking that you're a failure. You're not.  
Track?
Would you be able to get a job?

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Do you have any hobbies/things that you enjoy doing?

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I know it's hard, but you've got to keep trying :)
Go for any job, there are lots of jobs which don't require any previous experience.  
Just until you can find one that you enjoy doing.  

Do you have any hobbies/things that you enjoy doing?

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I think you need help picking up your interest levels in everything. And... have you felt like this for weeks? Have you seen a doctor? I recommended a therapist in another topic of yours, I think, and I'll repeat it here. Stop talking about it and do something. Start with something small and forget everything else you have to do - do something small. Break stuff down into baby steps. If it's still too big/too much bother, break it down some MORE. Get up, do something. Action creates momentum. Maybe you need to put that on your wall. I have. I still laze around a lot but I do know that once I start doing things, I build up speed. If you start with a small action you will find it easier to keep going.

I get a natural high when I do exercise, and the fresh air will help.

But it was so wrong of me. Those people all started out somewhere, they all started out crap at SOME point, even if it was when they were a toddler. They were freakin' CRAP! They only got that good through practise and efforts.

The other thing I realised is that I don't give a stuff how good they are, if drawing makes me feel happy. Whenever I do a picture, I feel pleased and accomplished even if I immediately pick out the flaws in it. I feel so glad I did SOMEthing. And I know that I'm only doing it for ME, so it's okay if it's not great. I will get better.

You don't have to go running right now, but go for a run in the morning, for as long as you like and as fast as you like.
I think that it would really help if you somehow change your routine, break out of the rut, no matter how small the change is.

Would it actually be worse than sitting there moping? Think about it!

If you're out of shape then start slowly jogging. Why does it matter how much you've run or how fast you've done it?
No-one cares if you slowly jog 10m.
You can't expect yourself to be an olympic sprinter if you haven't run in a while, it doesn't even matter how fast you do it. Just practise and start. Same goes for drawing and writing.
The hardest bit for you seems to be starting, but you've got to try rather than making excuses.