I fell in love over the summer with a man that I could spend every waking moment with. Then, my mother decided to separate from her husband (A good thing emotionally, for us all, but a terrible thing financially) and now every day I spend watching my sisters, rather than being with my boyfriend. He's the only one that can crack my back, and I've got a terrible crick. I wish that I could make the money that mama needs to move out, and I wish that I could stab my stepdad. One of my best friends confessed his love to me, and I had to turn him down. There are a lot of things wrong with my life right now.
And yet, I'm happy. =) I love my boyfriend. He makes everything okay, and chases away all the sad parts of me, even when I only get to see him on weekends.
I don't know if I would be able to survive without him.
I feel so lovey.
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"It's livewire... WE don't care..." - Dr Gregory House
In the end, we're all waste product.