I've been together with my boyfriend for just over four years now and we have the best relationship imaginable.. and we always jokingly talk about getting married and what it would be like etc.. I love him so much and I could easily see it happening. The only thing is this is the first "real" relationship I have ever been in..(I have dated before but not like this)and so I'm starting to think, do I really want to be with him for the next 10+ years of my life?
He loves me and says he wants to marry me and with both of us finishing school next year its possible.
I love him but I'm not sure if he is the one I want to be with forever. Do I want to see what else is out there or stay in this relationship?
I don't know what to do..
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An emptiness words cannot define..