I got one person saying I need to get over him because I'm never going to see him again.  I disagree.  I have a feeling we WILL keep in touch.

I got another saying I need to bring up the situation before graduation just to see how things might've changed in the 7 months since I told him I liked him.

And I got myself telling me to wait until graduation, until high school is over, because he doesn't believe in high school romances.  Hanging onto a hope that he'll bring it up and not me.

I've had a crush on this guy since I first met him in Grade 8.  Became friends, got to know him over the years.  Start of this year I told him I liked him.  That like has turned to love, because we've only become closer friends since.  But all he said was that he didn't like anyone at the time, that it wasn't me it was him.  That he hadn't said he didn't like me.  That the girl he was going to formal with was strictly a friend.  I think there's something there, but how am I to tell??  School's going to be over soon.  One more week until exams.  Please none of this "you'll get over him" stuff, because it's taken 5 years and it's only growing stronger each day.  I don't know if he realises that and I have no idea how he feels about me.  Because he confuses me.  Because I overanalyse things.  And I'm too chicken to bring it up.

Thanks for reading  

Time for some space.

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She's gone.
She gave me a pen.
I gave her my heart,
she gave me a pen.