I ditched, so that my teachers would count it as a "sick day" so I could take an extra day to study, and "stay hom sick" from the AP History Test, the AP Physics midterm, a freaking philosophical analysis paper, a 40-point Japanese quiz, and a late AP History Quiz that I had to make up - but wasn't ready for. I wasn't prepared for any of these due to stress, and grades literally close for this school quad-mester in a few days.

It was either "be sick" and make up tests later, or show up and get a D+ on everything. So - I deleted the school's message as soon as I "got home from school" before my mom got back from work. Unfortunately, they contacted her again - and she beat me. I explained the whole thing to her, and she screamed at me "LIAR!" like a raging out of control bitch. I already told her the truth about the stress, and the tests, but she must've wanted a different answer otherwise she wouldn't be satisfied.

All I could do is scream at her "What do you want me to say?!" as she was hitting me. Tomorrow - she's calling the school office, and reporting her daughter. As soon as my nasty bitch of a raging whore mother does, the school admin is going to report this to all of my teachers that let me take the quizzes/ tests/ due dates a day later because I was "sick". I'm going to lose my A- on my AP Physics midterm because of my disgusting whore of a mother. I'm going to lose my 89% of my AP History quiz, and my Philosophy project's grade is going to get wiped to a zero because I was dishonest. I've worked too hard for that whore to tear me down, and I can't even concentrate as I type this.

I'm still crying, and she's going to possibly ruin a good portion of my future. My GPA is going to get torn down after my desperate hard work to finish this grading quarter of my sophomore year cleanly, after my teachers who won't trust me anymore deduct the score I didn't rightfully deserve because I wasn't actually sick.

All I can think of now is how I won't get into my dream college because of that disgusting attention-seeking slut. I know lieing is terrible, but if she just told that that I really was "sick", I could keep my reputation with my teachers as a good student at a status quo.

I'm going to lose my hard-earned grades literally 36 hours before the grading quarter closes.

I'm going to lose my teachers trust, and respect.

And my mother is probably going to beat me again as soon as I walk downstairs, because she is a disgusting, raging, attention-seeking whore.

I'm literally still crying at the moment - and I can still hear my mother screaming from downstairs. She's going to report to the school tomorrow morning, I don't know what to do.